~songs in my head~
没有地球太阳还是会绕.But I don’t care what they say. I’m in love with you. I just wanna fall and lose myself Laughing so hard it hurts like hell Forget about everything and run away, yeah ~ MOTTO ~ :: if you have tried your best, there's no need for regrets. :: ~ THOUGHTS ~ By ourselves we are too weak to hold our own even for a moment. "And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God" (Romans 8:28) For what it's worth, it was worth all the while. "God has given, God has taken, blessed be the name of God" (Job 1:21) "I know what I’m doing. I have it all planned out – plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for.” (Jeremiah 29:11) Hit Counters |
:: juz taking a moment to remember ::
Thursday, June 01, 2006 7:56 PM
finally gotta admit. i have way too many clothes i think. i wondered since when. after i moved back from hall, i put all my clothes neatly in the cupboard. it crammed up the whole space. every now and then, there is a new item cuz I thought I had very little clothes. haha. but then i still like to go shopping for clothes. yesterday FOC meeting at Marina Square mah, i told myself i wanna go back and get lost there. yes, i am very sure i will get lost there. i dont mean lose myself in a frenzy shopping spree. but lost in the suddenly huge and spacious mall. I saw topshop there. then my shopping radar went 'ti ti, ti ti' (look at the beautiful clothes.. haha..) okay okay. maybe i really should stop buying clothes for the moment. and focus more on my aims. which has not been completed ever since i decided on it years ago. But i just cant find a nice simple, casual dress mah! haha.. i saw one at Lacoste (isit how they spell it?) but i am sure that costs a bomb with its simple green horizontal stripes. hahaha. maybe 1 stripe $1? it should cost about $200 lah. haha.. kidding.. 2nd aim is to find back my nicey cinderella shoes. but i cant settle for 2nd best right.. must find the perfect one. this one wear le I wont turn back into plain cinderella at 12 midnight. :P and 3rd aim is to get a pullover.. or isit called sweater.. aiya. it works like a jacket to keep u warm but its a one piece worn over ur head with no zip. i can just imagine how nice it will be to wear it in the very freezing cold CS LT. But everytime things dont work the way i want. when i go purposive shopping to fulfill my aims, i will never get to find anything that looks nice or even decently acceptable. but when i have no $$, and dont go shop just to look for wat i want, i always seem to see alot of nice things. haha.. paradox.. pradadox.. haha.. i m typing nonsense already. i really wanna go to the merlion @ Esplanade there. its been so long since my face was wetted with the merlion water.. haha. sounds stupid rite, but i actually like the (dirty? salty?) water blown onto my face. its like the wind is wet. haha. and everytime i go there, i get emotional and thats a good thing w him. well, i mean like we really do nothing but talk there ma. so sometimes i get sad and talk about issues that are of concern to me, like my family and all that. its so much sharing. that now its a joke that everytime i need to cry, i should go there. hahaha. yest was the last day @ ERAS conference. i would have to say, i actually missed working there today! haha. so shocking rite. but some of the presentations were really quite interesting, and it is heartening to see so many committed teachers who do research and studies to help advance Singapore's education system, and they are very eager to share and get feedback from the listeners. i also saw that some schools now have to take drama, literature, music, and art classes in lower sec. thats so fun lah. i wished i was in their cohort. haha. its much better to have some classes on arts to move away from the strong focus in science and maths. seeing these dedicated people, i feel kinda touched. sometimes after listening I even had opinions on my own. But cuz i am supposed to be obscure der (sometimes i think i really blended with the furniture haha), i tot some people might be very shocked if i tried to ask questions or give feedback. most of them probably will think 'who does she think she is? trying to participate?' cuz they think i am like staff there. when i sat down to listen, they already look surprised. prob thking i slack. but really ma, we were given permission to do so. we are not ushers (tho i very nicely open n close doors for them) but IT helpers.. haha. and also i didnt think that what i had in mind to say was nonsensical. but just in case i appeared like an idiot who thot she had someting smart to say, i kept my mouth shut. i worked in Bergamot.. hmm, the room was really cosy.. and the food there not bad. haha. next week, I am going back to work already @ Riverina. so fast. got driving test next week also. really really hope i will pass. i feel more confident lah, that i can drive safely on the road. but i just scare my parallel parking or whatever S course screw up. nonono.. please let me pass!! i can see my $$$ flying away to my instructor and the driving centre.. even my instructor think he dun wan 2 see me le. keep asking me to please get my licence. haha. u think i dont wan meh? haha. go watch my wang zi bian qing wa le.. so long after exams i haven watch finish haha. hmm, my results will be out soon. afraid lah.. haiz.. just pray for the best. Signing off, no more ink. 0 wore their hearts on their sleeves <$BlogItemCommentCount$> Comments:<$BlogCommentBody$> By <$BlogCommentAuthor$>, at <$BlogCommentDateTime$> <$BlogCommentDeleteIcon$> |
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