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:: juz taking a moment to remember ::

Monday, June 19, 2006 11:58 AM

exhausted all my thoughts.

my body is aching like nobody's business..also dun know why lei.. i feel as if my arms carried alot of weight for the past few days.. so my shoulders are feeling v heavy too.. like some burden on me.. and i am yawning away.. woke up late today. nono.. i woke up, but fell back into sleep for another 30 mins.. woke up at 8.09am.. i was like oh no.. den rain so big.. so was late for work. later go lunch for 30 mins instead of 1 hr ba.. oh no, its only noon, and my work is almost finishing.. hope more emails will come in. if not i realli dunno what to do lor for the rest of the day. i am so happy.. tml cuz of registering for modules i dn nid work. hehe.can slp till late.. yeah..

yest had a scary dream.. dn wanna repeat it here. but it was abt me being in hospital to identify my primary school friend who supposedly died of drowning/infected with AIDS.. so weird and morbid.. haiz.. i nv wan to wander abt in a hosp on my own in reality lor..

time is so slow.. last few days yet so fast. haha.. i also dunno how to make sense of certain things now. they seemed so... uncertain.. like they may be here now, and not the next moment. i really dont wanna things to turn out to be... to be uncontrollable in terms of my friendships.. like they eventually end up fading away again.. haiz. dunno what to say also.. maybe this is not the best place for me to pour out my feelings.. haha..

suddenly i realized just over a couple of months, hw much things have changed for me. i used to be "so near yet so far" living above rl & mk.. but while they are always eating tog w ppl we both noe, i was always not close to them. living a life of solitude in hall. haha. thanks to my busy arty farty roomie hor.. haha.. jk.. now that the holidays are gg to end.. (i thk its really fast lor. i cant believe i have spent abt 7 weeks of holidays le!! cant imagine sch is reopening soon.. excited cuz my fav day in any year is near.. plus there's foc to anticipate.. but aft that i mite feel v lost and dreary as schwork piles up and all the projects and late nites at tv lounge begin again..) i wonder what my life in hall will be like next sem. even tho we are all gg to live so near one another, but surely the hectic schedules will get us down and far apart ba.. but still, i wish tt at least there cld be a time like dinner time when we can automatically get tog to enjoy one another's company. hehe.. hopefully ba.. da-paoing saves time, but its awfully sian to eat alone infront of the laptop.. cuz aft that will feel sleepy also..

hmm tml registering subjects le. hope i can get those tt i want. no 4 day week le.. but nvm ba. at least got ppl take same electives w me.. hehe.. hope that the system wun crash on me or wat no vacancies for my own core subjects like wat happened last sem. kuku.. haha.. 30 mins more to lunchtime.. wanna go get a drink lor.. super thristy.. during camp thk i v dehydrated le lor.. its a miracle i haven fall sick, and the flu bug hasnt stung me yet. muhaha.. lucky.. next sem must buy the vit c thingy again.. haha.. aiya dunno wat to blog le..

Signing off,
no more ink.

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