Tuesday, December 28, 2004 5:23 PM

time for reflection of the past and some new year resolutions perhaps?

a few more days b4 year 2004 ends, and a new year begins.. for me, 2004 has been a GREAT year.. really.. tho' it was shitty studying like mad for a lvls..plus spending these last few weeks of 2004 holed up at home due to chickenpox.. but overall, it was a good year for me cuz a) i found him and we r stil togt, b) my jc life was pretty fun + those frenz i made c) i am still alive and optimistic abt life.. d) i finally let go of the past.. abt those la.. but i guess 2004 is better than 2003, where i stumbled and fell in love, hurt a few ppl, got silly over a silly crush(shuenyun, u shd noe who huh? haha), hurt myself while trying to let go of the past.. but no matter wat, these made me stronger too.. year2004; i do not have much regrets; not any actually.. maybe i regret not being prepared enuff for my exams la.. but all in all, i have put in quite my best.. just that the 'best' could have been stretched further.. u noe how teachers always remark that you have not reach ur potential yet? thats wat i meant.. tho i put in my best, but i guess every1's potential incl mine can b stretched if we push ourselves harder ba.. but nevertheless, i just pray for a decent enuff A lvl results to set me flying into uni..

abt 2 more days. i shall be able to see my dear soon. well, at least when wenxin, rachel and him come back fr their holidays, i will have my souvenirs ma.. haha! thats wat i deserve aft i get abandoned in SG for a week.. i duno how i managed to live thru tis prev week, watching vcds everyday, reading comic, surfing the net, eat n slp... bleh.. so boring.. but hey, i managed to live on these 'entertainment' for exactly a week now.. i feel like a frog in a well leh.. everyday nv go out, my view of the world is restricted n i feel cut off!! i wanna get out soon n have fun b4 i find a job.. sigh, i better find a job!! i thk i dun wanna get a sales job liao, mayb admin or some office job will b better.. at least can sit down.. any lobangs?

damn my eyes are so painful now after using the com for the whole afternoon.. bad for my eyesight man.. sigh.. no1 seems to blog now.. i am the only one rambling n also duno got any1 readin tis now.. cuz no1 tags.. haha.. its always like that, when i dun blog, i will see tags, when i get started to blog, no1 tags anymore.. contradicting.. let me c, any new yr resolutions for me??
usually every yr i will make a few, one of them wld be not to be late anymore.. well, tis yr i improved alot liao.. so i guess i m nt gg to make tt for 2005.. and due to all my sickness, i have lost some weight.. i cant donate blood now.. haha.. so i wont resolve to go on a diet.. in fact i thk i nv resolved b4.. except that i every yr resolve i must get rid of my tummy and fats on my stomach la.. haha.. but well, i m pretty ok abt myself nw.. so, hmm.. i cant thk of any proper resolutions.. maybe a) to treasure my relationship n friendships and nt let any of them fade off! hmm, thats nt a bad one.. b)treat my family better.. well, sth lyk that.. alrite.. thats all...

bye.. Happy New Year! (just in case tis is my last blog for 2004)

Signing out, pen is running out of ink.