~songs in my head~
没有地球太阳还是会绕.But I don’t care what they say. I’m in love with you. I just wanna fall and lose myself Laughing so hard it hurts like hell Forget about everything and run away, yeah ~ MOTTO ~ :: if you have tried your best, there's no need for regrets. :: ~ THOUGHTS ~ By ourselves we are too weak to hold our own even for a moment. "And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God" (Romans 8:28) For what it's worth, it was worth all the while. "God has given, God has taken, blessed be the name of God" (Job 1:21) "I know what I’m doing. I have it all planned out – plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for.” (Jeremiah 29:11) Hit Counters |
:: juz taking a moment to remember ::
Thursday, July 29, 2004 6:10 PM
i'm starved! if i can feel starved, den i guess i m completely well. aft 2 days of stomachache (or iszit diarrhoea?) n no appetite, i guess feeling ultimately hungry means tt i haf recovered.. so for the past few days i have gone to toilet 7 times... cool.. little input but 7 times of output muahah... also dunno y, maybe i eaten sth wrong on mon?? but now, i haf to make do with tis utterly horrible, tasteless, and nutritionless mee goreng, whers my dinner, i dunno leh.. but i m really hungry so a few mouthful of horrible food is betta den those poor starved children of Africa rite, see what food i can haf ltr lor... hmm, today was rather long day, but lessons pretty interesting, in fact i was amazed tt i dint fell aslp dring GP lect on cloning, stem cells blah blah.. infact, i copied almost everythg, and paid amazing attention.. dint even feel sian despite knowing i haf to go hm myself today.. cuz he got tuition.. its rare, or issit my diligence is coming out. haha doubt so... anw, these few days, sth happened in skol. theres tis guy called xian liang who passed away, due to brain tumour or sth, tho i dunoo him at all, but it turned out he was kenneth's first 3 mth fren, hmm so i been in contact with him b4, but dint noe.. haiz but i acty cried when i tot of the matter at home on tues.. was pretty shocked when Mrs Goh announced, aft all he is the same age as me, and same sch.. just a few classes away.. yet i dun even noe.. does it goes to show tt we lead such busy n self-centered lives tt we fail to notice/care for ppl in our surroundings, or even oblivious to who/what is ard us? perhaps so, isnt it? the sad n cruel truth.. haiz, and i heard tt his mum had succumbed to the same disease 5 yrs ago, imagine he had to deal with that loss, and then since last dec, battle w his own illness.. i really hope tt i will nv eva haf to deal w such a terribe situation personally or come across it as a friend/loved one's case.. i cant imagine how i will feel if i noe him personally, since i m alr burdened with such emotions when i dun even noe him.. sigh! its really so sad, but i hope he'll b at peace n reunited with his mother in Heaven ba.. tts what we can all wish for only, and give thanks for our everyday taking for granted health.. i guess no1 can offer an explanation why he was 'chosen' to die, why he had to leave tis world at such a tender age, but maybe everythg tt happned has its reasons... but really, life is so fragile, vulnerable n tender, we nv noe when we r next.. life springs surprises (sometimes unwanted/cruel surprises)on us.. life may b so short... hence really adds on to my prev post abt asking everyone to treasure their loved ones... hmm, prelims is 6 weeks away, or issit 5 weeks, realise tt we wll b mizzing quite a no. of lessons, teachers gg for course la, tis n tt, damn, whos suffering, but us lor.. then prob say make up lessons and den more stress for individual motivation.. 'time flies, hope flags, life plies a wearied wing' haha got tis quote fr Rossetti's poems, sonnet 10!! there shd b such a shop wherby i can go in and purchase the following: - motivation to study - 10,000 clocks to remind me of the urgency & thus stop idling my time away - diligence - or maybe time machine to turn back time to when i was still a carefree J1?? - more brain memory space, aft all now HPs come with what 32 MB of space for MP3, mayb nxt ting u noe, our brain space can b upgraded and increased to store more info? hmm, sth to look 4ward to.. - intelligence and higher IQs to score - winning formulas to get As - Higher EQs to establish closer n better r/s with teachers so as to b able to get them to divulge the prelims qns?? (hahaha.. then hw to get to noe the A lvl qns??) - healthy stress - determination - A'lvls cert with 'flying colours' (as we liked to say in pri sch - wish u pass ur exams w flying colours) wic up till now i dunoo what colours can fly... =p what a load of nonsense... muhaha.. but its just entertainment... self-entertainment if u guys dun enjoy wat i wrote.. gtg, tata! love ya, whoever tt was/is part of my life whenever, wherever... thanks n tk care! Signing out, pen is running out of ink. 0 wore their hearts on their sleeves <$BlogItemCommentCount$> Comments:<$BlogCommentBody$> By <$BlogCommentAuthor$>, at <$BlogCommentDateTime$> <$BlogCommentDeleteIcon$> |
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