~songs in my head~
没有地球太阳还是会绕.But I don’t care what they say. I’m in love with you. I just wanna fall and lose myself Laughing so hard it hurts like hell Forget about everything and run away, yeah ~ MOTTO ~ :: if you have tried your best, there's no need for regrets. :: ~ THOUGHTS ~ By ourselves we are too weak to hold our own even for a moment. "And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God" (Romans 8:28) For what it's worth, it was worth all the while. "God has given, God has taken, blessed be the name of God" (Job 1:21) "I know what I’m doing. I have it all planned out – plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for.” (Jeremiah 29:11) Hit Counters |
:: juz taking a moment to remember ::
Thursday, February 12, 2004 9:04 PM
Stress is the greatest affliction in the modern society. do you agree? today is the poorest day i had so far this yr. the poorrrrreeeesssssst day. and i am not lying. due to uncontrollable factors, pms got the better of me. hormones inside me raged and i feel neglected n ignored by my classmates n even my gd frens today. or maybe it was just my over-sensitivity. GP didnt help much as the essay discussion made me pissed at some ppl who just refused to absorb in my makes-perfect-sense contributions. plus the long timetable with pe being the last period is not much of a comfort. rather sad that my friends din show much concern, if they even noticed my withdrawal at all. or perhaps they spotted the lousy mood symptoms i had, and decided to go far far from me. i was clearly upset at being ignored, but somehow only wx and my teachers wer able to notice. are they observant, or am i just over-reacting to my friends' nonchalence? duuunoooe! i just cant understand why i m always having friendships problems... what the hell... are friends not reliable or am i the one who expects too much from them? i always end up giving but not receiving. i give n give n give, i am tired. its hard to make efforts to maintain friendships when sometimes u c ur gd fren just disappears with another classmate and leaving u in the lurch. argh... forget it. i m not trying to point fingers to who-ish-who. if u feel u belong to the category i m writing abt, then hopefully i can get better treatment next time. every one appreciates care & concern when they r down. hai~ i thk i am that kind of ppl who have many friends, but mostly acquaintances, few friends that really stay by my side when i nid them, and are trustworthy, and whom i can tell them anything w/o being judged. i am someone who only nids a listening ear, a gd fren must offer me comfort and not judge/criticise what i say when i am ranting abt a bad day. so thanks lot wx!! i am also tremendously S-T-R-E-S-S-E-D!! haiz... esp with geog, in tutorials we are always copying from transparencies. there's so much notes piling for me to read them. but i just aint the time or when i have the time, none the mood. haiz... even after revision, i still forget the concepts sometimes. so discouraging. i wonder how to cope for A'. stress arh!! and everyday, i already spend 8-10 hours in sch, on top of that, after a brief tv-and-dinner session, its back to hitting the books again, with at least 2 hrs spent on h/w. any few free time is devoted to sleeping wic i get less than 8 hrs a day. hai~ tis life is sucky... the only ting i am relieved of now is a relationship baggage. luckily i m not involved in any qing qing ai ai, if not, i am sure i will have to invent my own clock that has 48 hrs a day. 24 hrs a day is simply too short! esp when all the time i am studying in sch or at home doing hw... haiz... what life is tis? for the first time since i m in jc, i am ranting non-stop abt tis life that i used to enjoy. perhaps j1 was still relaxing hence enjoyable, but now... the same word - stress. sorry guys, tis entry is so long and all my grumblings. but note tat tis's my blog so i am entitled to grumble for as long as i want, and abt who and what. i get to choose, if u are offended at anything i wrote, then like what brenda said, u r reading tis blog at ur own will and time. last but not least, this day still sucks. glad that today will be over in another 3 hours. Signing out, pen is running out of ink. 0 wore their hearts on their sleeves <$BlogItemCommentCount$> Comments:<$BlogCommentBody$> By <$BlogCommentAuthor$>, at <$BlogCommentDateTime$> <$BlogCommentDeleteIcon$> |
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