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~songs in my head~
没有地球太阳还是会绕.

But I don’t care what they say. I’m in love with you.

I just wanna fall and lose myself Laughing so hard it hurts like hell Forget about everything and run away, yeah

~ MOTTO ~
:: if you have tried your best, there's no need for regrets. ::

~ THOUGHTS ~
By ourselves we are too weak to hold our own even for a moment.

"And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God" (Romans 8:28)

For what it's worth, it was worth all the while.

"God has given, God has taken, blessed be the name of God" (Job 1:21)

"I know what I’m doing. I have it all planned out – plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for.” (Jeremiah 29:11)


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:: juz taking a moment to remember ::

Tuesday, January 13, 2004 7:44 PM

all i hope is that u would remember me

Remember

Remember me when i am gone away,
Gone far away into the silent land;
When you can no more hold me by the hand,
Nor i half turn to go yet turning stay.
Remember me when no more day by day
You tell me of our future that you planned:
Only remember me; you understand
It will be late to counsel then or pray.
Yet if you should forget me for a while
And afterwards remember, do not grieve:
For if the darkness and corruption leave
A vestige of the thoughts that once i had,
Better by far you should forget and smile
Than you should remember and be sad.
Taken from: Christina Rossetti

the above poem kinda describes my present feelings. esp the 2 lines in italic, if the past is sad for him, i rather he dun thk abt it & b happy, than to remember me and feel hurt. but of cuz, i still hope he will remember me from time to time. tml, 14 jan, is a day tat i'll rmb, tml, it will b one year since it ended. actually, i shd feel happy he has got over it, bcuz sometimes feelings are a burden to carry with us. i read d letter i wrote last yr, the break up letter, and it was so much different to what i m feeling now. somehow, it felt as if i was reading abt some1 else. there wer the things i wrote wic i couldnt identify with now, there wer things i wrote that totally reversed. tho' both of us said b4 the same sentence, i was thking perhaps one day God might prove that we are wrong to assume that 'things can never be the same anymore'. in the case tat this miracle dont happen bcuz of better reasons, there's only 1 thing i dare to hope now; someday we'll b gd, special friends, sharing d knowledge that we were once in love with each other. and ther's only one other unfulfilled wish tat i m somehow confident to fulfill in future; to get d photo we took tog, or to take another one with him as a memo. i now realise that at different times, u mite feel so differently towards someone that when u look back in retrospect, its hard to identify that u had indeed experienced certain feelings and thoughts wic are totally opposite those in ur heart now. no matter what, i would remember him, the memories and the lessons i learnt, the regrets, the things i shd have kept but din.

mayb its a matter of the right guy at the wrong time, i do wonder what IF we had fell in love with each other later, mayb we wouldnt have been so rash, so naive & dunno how to handle things the correct way. IF we din break up, ceteris paribus, would we stil b going on strong today? would our love be someday just a naive, crush experience that we experienced when we were just merely in our light years, or would it be an unprecedented experience that i wouldnt b able to forget?would he remember me fondly even after 10 years, or would he forget me in 2 years' time? a pity, these qns perhaps would never be answered if things are never going to be the same anymore.

Signing out,
c'est la vie & life goes on...

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